Ram Goat
Last time we looked at how Angel, the object of my affection, unknowing to her, treated my first show of friendship. Her refusal to thank me for buying her a soda from my own money or even giving me a smile to show her appreciation. Needless to say I was most hurt and felt I was taken advantage of… AGAIN!!
Why does this ALWAYS happen to me, I asked myself!? Why do people find it easy to take advantage of my kindness and generosity!? Why don’t people think twice about being unkind and cruel to me!? Why do I always have to be suspicious about the sincerity of the new people in my life!?
In what seemed like a bolt of lightening I felt this sudden thump on my back. On turning around, to my pleasant surprise it was Angel and her best friend (or so I thought as she was always with her). For a second the disgust I felt for her was extinguished like a puff of smoke and replaced by a very warm comfortable feeling. I could feel my face, with no instructions from my brain, fixing to smile in a show of affection.
Angel seemed very upbeat and introduced me to Pamela, her best friend who said hello and rendered a rather cocky smile. Of course my interest was Angel so I paid little or no attention to the meaning of that somewhat ambiguous smile Pamela so easily afforded me.
Totally confused!
After the introduction Angel wasted no time in suggesting we all go have a chat about the upcoming inter collegiate sports day. I was definitely up for that except when she insisted we chat over at the cafeteria. Well at this point I suddenly felt faint and a little tense in the stomach. Though I naively attributed the feeling to a bad stomach bug I picked up from an out of date egg sandwich I had a few weeks ago, I fought strongly the urge to believe I was going to be duped into a big spend! The situation lead me to think…Life Sucks!! Ram Goat
