Sometimes the noises in my head keep me up at night
I hear myself screaming but it’s not my voice
I try to control my emotions but like a slave I have no choice
Bounded by my misery, shackled by insecurity, torn by mistrust…
From dawn till dust
There’s no peace within
It feels like the Devil’s winning
To die is the easiest way to give in
Every night my cheeks are wet
as my pain wretches
my soul’s at sea, lost in the waves.
Like titanic, it’s a mystery
Memories of Nobody
torments my dreams
My life seems filll
but inside I’m empty
I try to be normal for the sake of my love ones
I try to live on as if there’s some God given purpose
No body knows that my life is a circus
and I’m the freak in disguise
…Fiction is my reality
Happily ever afters are the only thing that attempt to keep me sane
Every time I love in vain
My heart stains…
The scar on my arms go unnoticed
No one sees the threat of the lack of my smile’s shine
There’s no suspect of my spirit dieing
and that very soon, I will be saying goodbye…
